Everybody's gotta learn sometime

I've been cleaning my house, and then I got hungry, so I made myself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

Then I started drinking wine, because obviously. And what goes well with wine? Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

I have written and rewritten all kinds of thoughts in the last twenty minutes, but that one little sober part left in my brain keeps telling me not to put those sorts of things here.

I want to sing now. A lot. Sing and take a bath and maybe dance outside, except it's really cold. The wind is biting, but the sound the leaves are making as they scrape across the ground is wonderful.

I want to go outside and sing and dance, and THEN take a bath. And keep drinking wine. But it's 1:10. I'm nervous about tomorrow, and I suspect the amounts of wine I've had are not going to help matters. Not if I'm hungover, anyway. Maybe I should put this bottle away. I've done it some considerable damage.

I'm going to read this and regret it in the morning.

I wish I could erase things from my brain.