I have been burning myself out on studying and exams. I just took my last quiz for philosophy, and I'm taking a small break to write in here before I work on my worldview paper. Which will probably be about ten pages long. I'm not excited about it, but I outlined it pretty solidly, and it'll hopefully go very, very quickly.
I went to the gym with Tom last night, and I hit it pretty fucking hard. I feel great today as a result, and I'm sad I can't go to the gym with him tonight, as well. We were at the gym for an hour and a half, and then we drove around for an hour and talked. He's been having some trouble with his girlfriend, and Tom and I have a few similarities, so I was able to empathize and give him solid opinions. I was really glad that we got to talk to each other. He in turn said some very nice things about me, and I really appreciated it. After I got home, I went over to Stevie's for studying time/paper writing. When I left at ten to two, it was -5 outside, and the wind chill made it feel like it was -16. Fun! I got about three hours of sleep, took Allen to work, and couldn't get back to sleep. I just laid on the couch and stared up at the ceiling, letting hundreds of thoughts run along my head. I may or may not have started counting my insecurities and trying to talk myself out of them. I'm not sure if that worked or not.
I need to finish this paper. I don't want to. I want to just snuggle up and drink tea (successfully drinking tea without sugar. Yay! I feel like such an adult!) and listen to music, or read a book, or watch a movie. Hopefully I can crush this paper in the next hour and a half. If I do, I'm rewarding myself with a long soak in my tub.
In beautiful news, all of the snow in the air made a lovely rainbow around the cloud-covered sun. I tried to take a picture on my phone, but I failed miserably.
Ok, paper. Back to you.
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