I'm lonesome while I wait

First day of class is done! Now it's just three more years until I'm seriously done. Which isn't that long, in the grand scheme of things. It may even be less, if I keep to my schedule. But I feel like it's safer to plan for crazy things to come up, so three years it is.

I'm fairly exhausted, but that has less to do with being in class since one (I just got home, it's almost nine), and more to do with me.

I've been hoping that I'd get some sort of response from Dan. It's only been a day and a half since I emailed him, but I'm already quite certain I won't be getting an email back. Maybe that's for the best. But it still makes me sad. I've gone from saying that perhaps he hasn't read it yet, or seen the blog entry I wrote a couple entries down just for him to saying that he did read them...both of them...and just doesn't want to respond. I've also been thinking that maybe his blog was titled Limited Time Only because he would only give a fuck if I responded for a few days. Maybe none of what he said is true anymore. Whatever reason there is, I'm pretty sure I won't be hearing back from him. And maybe that's for the best. I have no idea. It doesn't feel like it, but none of this ever did.

I have studying to do. I don't mind studying. My math class didn't make me feel like a complete and total retard! A welcome and unexpected outcome. I handed in my first assignment a week early, like a boss, and I'm about to go study for my business quiz. Again, like a boss. I did a small peek ahead, and I'm already figuring out what I want to say for my first course discussion due in two weeks.

I'm looking at my stack of books that I need to bring to class on Friday (I have eight books total. Two come to classes with me on Wednesday, one goes with me on Thursday, and fucking FIVE go with me on Friday. Five books. For three classes), and I'm wondering how lugging those up and down three flights of stairs six times a day and walking around campus would fit into my calorie burning.

Hannah asked me to take pictures at her elopement. Her boyfriend comes home from his deployment in two months, and they're getting married on the quick in December. She told me she couldn't afford much, but she knows I love taking pictures, and she wants me there (there will be less than ten people present), so why not kill two birds with one stone? Which is a depressing euphemism in regards to a wedding. But, there you are.

I'm going to have some greek yogurt with honey and study. I'm really looking forward to hanging out with my friends on Sunday. I've been kind of lonely lately, being by myself all of the time. So Sunday should be a shit-ton of fun. And Cards Against Humanity and the expansion pack came today, so I'm doubly excited. AND I don't have to work or go to school on Monday! All of the fun.